March 2012
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Question authority. Respect knowledge.: pictures... →
orchestratedmess:
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i know a few systems who do this, and now i’m curious about other systems who do maybe?
do you ever look on google for pictures that resemble what your alters see themselves as? what you see them as too?
i do this alot, i like having faces to put to the names i think… it…
-bounce- i do that too~ well, when i’m actually feeling motivated enough to draw...
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Pseudogenic, iatrogenic or traumagenic? - How do...
“So I’m curious. On what do you base your belief in DID?”
This was a tweet I received from a fellow twit based in the US a few months ago. The more I use social media, the more I realise how controversial Dissociative Identity Disorder is. For me, after the last 5 or 6 years, it is ‘normal’. I write about it, I train about it, I read about it and most importantly of all, I live it on a daily...
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A Partner’s Perspective on Self-harm and...
had never come across self-harm before – strangely enough we didn’t cover it at school for O-level – and suicide was something that ‘nutters’ did by jumping off roofs or motorway suspension bridges. I never expected to be dealing with it in my wife.
But then I never expected my wife to have multiple personalities, or to have been subject to atrocities of ritual and sexual crimes as a child. I...
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For Better, For Worse: Life as the Partner of a...
We had been married 4 years when suddenly everything changed: my high-achieving, competent, clever wife ‘went mad’. It happened, literally, overnight, and so began a desperate turn of events in our lives which eventually led to her having twice-weekly double therapy sessions and a diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder. And all a result of a previously amnestic history of ritual...
Because skinny feels perfect.: CASE STUDY PERSON... →
40kgwouldbeperfection:
Hey everybody,
So, I’m doing a research assignment on dissociative disorders [multiple or split personality disorder] for a nationwide competition in New Zealand for science.
I need to look at a few case studies of people who have/had dissociative disorders.
Please, help me and be a case…
Feel free to shout us, I’ve been a we for 39 years.
I am writing a book.
the-girl-with-many-names:
tattooedmpd:
the-girl-with-many-names:
Sincerely,
-I-
about your DID?
Yes, but I’m making it seem like a story. Well, it is, but It’s going to be part of the dreams, nightmares, the friendships, everything.
It won’t be scientific, like all DID books these days..although there will be accurate facts. ..But ..I really just .I wanted to write it out. You...
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On The Inside: I’m not sure I can deal with this.... →
pipesandsushipersonal:
I’m not sure I can deal with this. My mother thinks I’m making it up. My brain doesn’t shut up so I can’t sleep. I find notes from them yet she still doesn’t believe me. I’m having major anxiety and it’s really bugging me. I can’t concentrate. I feel depressed. Koed is depressed. 2B is annoyed….
there is a few books out there that may be some good for your family...
sometimesemma:
Sometimes, when I’m sleeping, it’s like I’m sleeping in the living room and everyone (and by everyone, I mean my headmates) keeps walking past and waking me up. I can remember each one of them that woke me last night…
I just don’t know if that’s actually possible. If I’m asleep, shouldn’t they be asleep too?
I wish lol I know when I go to sleep some don’t sleep they get...
I am writing a book.
the-girl-with-many-names:
Sincerely,
-I-
about your DID?
dissociativefaces:
i wish we were older
i wish the body wasn’t just 18
i wish it was in its 20s
everyone thinks of us as kids and says ”you’re just a kid though”
sometimes that completely invalidates us because we’re 18 theres no way we went through abuse
because we’re still a kid thats obviously a reason, we cant have DID and we’re faking because of our age. no way we were hurt
Does not...
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DID bullies
Looking through tumblr and this world wide web of ours, I can’t believe how many bullies there are.
As we see it if I had breast cancer I would not dream of telling, a person with bowel cancer that they where liars and fake. Because their cancer was not the same as mine, that their pain was less than mine.
No one would do that to a cancer patient, so why do people think they can do it...
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I Want Your Bite: I don't quite get it →
i-want-yourbite:
How can people just o around and say “Hey you’re video sounds fake” or say “ou’re just faking it, I have DID or MPD too but you’re problems aren’t like mine so you’re faking it.” How can you just say that?
All systems are different. Okay, they are and you need to accept that. You don’t know 100%…
I totally agree very well put, there are a lot of people on tumblr who...
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“It concurred to us today that shrinks really don’t get it, how DID/MPD works...”
– every system is different and runs different, I will respect you and yours if you respect mine.
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The Mosaix Nebula: Kinda hurting today... *SH/SU... →
mosaixnebula:
Someone used something super painful about me, as a joke (repeatedly) and it’s starting to sting hours after. Someone was giving me a box of painkillers because I’d lost mine and they kept saying ”lol you shouldn’t give her that you know what she’s like with tablets” “lol if she takes them all…
I would be f#cking raging if someone took the piss out of me like that too....
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Body Memories
dissociativefaces:
mosaixnebula:
Does anyone get body memories that make no sense with the memories you have?
There wouldn’t be a mind memory tied to the body memory.
Makes sense to me after therapy I get body memories that belong to one of the insiders trauma. Which I don’t know about yet.
orchestratedmess:
feeling a bit hopeless and scared.
someone help?
We are here (((((( hugs))))))
The Orchestra.: just fucking stop it! →
orchestratedmess:
apologies for the language, but this is really pissing me off lately.
alot of people i know have been accused of being fake, not having “true DID” because it isnt 100% by the textbooks… of course, this also applies to us because we’ve had plenty of experiences of being called fake.
how can…
Nothing worse than being called a liar, terrible upsetting for the whole...
Trish-And-The-Others-Inside: United States Of Tara →
trish-and-the-others-inside:
So, I started watching all of the episodes, from the beginning, on Netflix. I’ve seen all of them before, but I wanted to see if it’s an accurate depiction of DID. It’s different watching them the second time around. Like when you watch a movie a bunch of times, after the first few, you start…
Not seen this one, we are lucky enough to have such a person who...
1001)I'm more functional when I don't touch...
I understand this totally, not even being able to hug kids and husband. Without totally flipping out or dissing out :’-(
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April 2012 Herefordshire Pagan Moot
Brightest Blessings one and all, Aprils Moot is here all ready, spring sun is shinning and the flowers are popping. This months speaker is Stanley Goodin who walks between the worlds to share his knowledge from the spirit world to our plane. He will be talking on Spiritual awareness, and sharing his knowledge and teachings on the spirit world. This month we shall be at the Rocket cafe in 43...
dissociativefaces:
Please save me
Cant escape
Cant sleep through triggers that are so loud
If i deserve to die please take me now for all the wrong i have done
Its the only escape
You have done nothing wrong, it is not your fault (((hugs)))))
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Swans mate for life
Swans -
Without words
Somehow they know
Love never doubted
No discussions
No explanations
No apologies
Their faithfulness
Their loyalty
Never questioned
Side by side
They swim
Companionship
Unspoken but loved
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The Mosaix Nebula: D.I.D & Recovery: You're doing... →
mosaixnebula:
“You can’t have D.I.D because those “alters” aren’t human”
“Your system is too small/large”
“You can’t have D.I.D because you talk about it openly”
“You can’t have D.I.D because the way you say it is for you isn’t like it is on TV”
YOU DON’T HAVE D.I.D BECAUSE YOU’RE DOING IT WRONG!
Identity, according to dictionary.com, is the condition of being oneself… and not another; the sense...
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Separate souls become one
We were two separate souls Broken and shattered inside Wandering In our own lonely worlds Too much tragedy had struck our lives Little did we know We were connected by fate Meant to be from the start Long lost soul mates You are my better half The one I was waiting for I wish I could have known What would have been in store You are my Prince Charming The one who swept me off my feet Into a world I...
DID /MPD HEADACHE
OUCH god damn it go away, kept me up all night. Nothing worse than a DIDer headache :-(
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Having dreads
Having dreadlocks means feeling like a Rock star 24 / 7
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